Hiko's world page69 (内心独白之1）

有时候，常把“梦想”二字挂在嘴边会不会自私了点呢？我好常好常都会那样想着~感觉每每自己这么说就很任性，总分不清那到底是欲望……还是责任。

呵呵~~或许发现自己长大了吧，脑袋里总想着许多的事，然后将自己弄得好烦，多傻呀！人一旦长大了就会开始这样吗?

“梦想”是个极度虚幻、抽象的东西，它一度为笨笨的我带来很多不必要的烦恼。最近开始觉得“为梦想而奋斗！”，“梦想成真”等等词句、字眼非常不切实际…………哎哎哎，这不代表我是那种超现实的人哦~！！

简单来说，我要将我字典里的“梦想”改为“目标”，这样就会感觉比较靠近、踏实……
“梦想”太自我了，没有别人可言……

从这一刻开始，我将为我的目标而奋斗，为责任而努力，为爱的人而贡献，为主而奉献。


HIKO在深夜里的无聊内心独白之-第一章

Hiko's world page68 ( looking back and looking ahead)

It's been awhile since I wrote about Avatar in the last post.....Uni is reopening soon, and I have no choice but to bitterly bid farewell to my joyful and relaxing holiday.It's been a meaningful holiday to me, been thinking a lot too........it's really wonderful for me to have got to end 2009 nicely and start 2010 fresh and full of dreams and wishes.Well, although I do not know what was installed for me in 2010,but I would make a promise myself to live to the fullest and have no regrets. So much had happened during this short holiday of mine, firstly is Christmas, it's really great 'cause I have done the most presentations of my life,hahahaha......at least up until then.4 days in a row I've been involved....it's tiring but it's worth it.

New year was fun and nice too....first I get to send my brother to NS,which I would consider it to be very meaningful.....in the next day, I went on a trip with some of my close Uni friends to Genting highlands....it's been a long time since the last time I went to Genting or even a trip.I had a very great time there, playing and enjoying every bit of it. I had also went for a gathering with my dearest secondary friend,although it's just both of us, it's a very joyful time.Seriously, there is so much to share about, everyday during the holiday was wonderful. I'm even getting to know foreign friends lately,really awesome to share and chat with them, I've learn a lot!!

Lately,I've got a bit obsessed on k-pop and also the language....haha. As some of you know I really do like Super Junior,it's been a somewhat bad ending for them in 2009, hope they will really get over their problems in 2010.......heard that there will be a 4th album too...Woohoo!!

Looking ahead, 2010 would be a very challenging year for me....studies, church, family, dreams................there are just too much that I have to get it done with, but I believed God is with me and I have no fear facing them...............wishing all the best to you all too....

2010, Let's ROCK it!!!!

Got to eat this delicious "Pao Bing" after Christmas eve's Church event~~

Saw me? first time leading the choir.....really scary though.hahaha...

Genting's skyway .....really nice misty view.

Me!!!!! Peace!!!

Our gang~Genting trip..

A funny vid I came about, I laughed until my stomach ached^^

Hiko's world page67 ( AVATAR )

Just watched AVATAR with my family, all I could conclude for this show is simply one word~"AWESOME" !!! The graphics, effects and animation was stunning~and I just love those exciting flying scenes in this movie. Really no regrets watching~~

However, AVATAR gives me a feeling that it is a concept combination of many shows or even games, firstly....it reminds me of a show I watched when I was a kid, called ferngully....the story line shows pretty much similarities~go check it out if you have not watch either movie~　

Next, it greatly reminds me of Laputa, you'll get what I mean once you watched AVATAR~seriously...

Well, those beautiful scene with glowing light in the forest will never fail to let me relate it with scenes in Final Fantasy~it might really been copying from Final Fantasy~

About the love story and so....Pocahontas is another show that makes you think of when you watch AVATAR.....especially the mother willow??.....hahaha.....got the idea already?Anyway, AVATAR is really a great show, so go try and watch this if you've got the chance......NICE !

Hiko's world page66 ( 幸福冬至 )

这篇博客帖，感觉上就该用中文写，不然很难表达呀~今天是冬至，首先祝各位冬至愉快！其实，也不必我多说什么，看照片就很清楚我在干嘛了~今天到了奶奶家弄汤圆……好好玩哦~

我努力搓搓搓！

妈咪和我一起搓！

来~笑一个！

想吃吗？嘻嘻~

这全是我弄的哦！很赞吧？哈哈~

美味可口，五颜六色的汤圆大功告成！

除了弄汤圆，我们还弄了饺子哦~

包肉馅，很简单耶~呵呵~

怎样？垂涎三尺了吧？

Mmmmmm~~~我总共吃了十二个呢！

sorry to those who is unable to understand chinese, this post is basically about a chinese festival call "Dong Zhi".The Chinese people normally eat "tangyuan" a type of sweet flour ball made to mean the togetherness of a family. Me and my family are enjoying this sweet and warming festive season together~~

Hiko's world page65 ( GOING HOME )

The best feeling on earth is going home. Looking on the tracks awaiting for the train that states the beautiful name~HOME is a really nice view....

~My bags~

Hiko's world page64 ( When I wanted things my own way. )

Christmas is round the corner, seeing shopping malls and households all over the globe setting up huge Christmas trees filled with colorful dangling bells and angels, acorns, mistletoe, ribbons and flickering lighting that lighted up everyone's spirit and mood of Christmas. The creativity that people came up each year for Christmas decorations never fails to impress me. But, is Christmas nothing but a cozy season that we celebrate and just be merry for the time? Christmas means nothing if we just do as what everyone does without knowing what does it actually mean to us. Yes..yes...yes...you would want to answer me that it is about the birth of Jesus Christ right? Or are you thinking that is what I want to tell you?The same old story that people would tell you each year when Christmas arrives?........Well, NOPE! That isn't the meaning of my post and same goes to Christmas. What I want to tell you today is that Christmas is all about ME(myself) or YOU(yourself)....weird?Why would I say that?......Because if it wasn't for ME (pls make the ME as YOU yourself ,the reader),there would be no meaning and significance for Christmas. Why would a birth of a baby 2000 years ago somewhere in faraway middle east got to do with ME?I don't even know him and that was like....man!!THOUSANDS of years ago....in a logic way,it doesn't even make sense celebrating! Some people don't even get to celebrate their own birthdays and worst if some people don't even know that old story when they KONONnya celebrate...wearing red Christmas hats and shouting for Santa Claus instead...haiz.....=.=SO...... Have you every wonder why Christmas ever exist? to tell the ugly truth....Christmas exist because WE(I) wanted things OUR(MY) own way. Shouldn't we be feeling happy that Christmas is not about Jesus's birth but about ME, I and MYSELF?Honestly, I am feeling pretty much disgusted by myself because that I am selfish.....Christmas exist.....because I am obeying MYSELF......Christmas exist........Because I think I am right.......Christmas exist.......Because I think I can stand alone.......Christmas exist.......Because I think that with my own power,own good deeds I can get myself a ticket to heaven.........Christmas exist. Going back to the story we said......Christmas isn't about Lord Jesus Christ being borned through virgin Mary, it's about US ALL that caused Him to be borned and then being crucified on the cross to redeem us from stepping into the pits of sin because we are all selfish people who never think that we are wrong!!!!Now.......do you see why Christmas got to do with us? Jesus is God...He is holy(no sin at all)...and we....are of course a bunch of sinful earthlings, He doesn't even need to come here to die for us if He doesn't want it,he can always choose not to do so....but, He love us even though we are so unworthy....therefore,He made up His mind....He would come down from the throne Himself to die once and for all for the mankind He loved so much. If you would ask me if I would even want to hurt myself (not even dying)just to save a street begger that I don't know?!.....I would say NO!!....but God Himself did it!
Christmas comes every year as a reminder that Jesus in fact came to our midst, beared our sins and burden and walked up to the cross, so that we would be able to come close to Him once again.......
Once, Christmas was here because I wanted things my own way.....
but now, Christmas comes so that I could rejoice and be thankful because I am saved....
This is the real meaning of Christmas....
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! And MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS~^_^

Hiko's world page63 ( THE TABLE !!! )

I am being on this table or my bed the whole time these days...STUDYING.....

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Two more papers to go...gotta work!!! And resist all temptations.................