Saturday, March 20, 2010
I guess my stormy clouds are over now, although things are still as messy as it is like a tornado that swept passed me leaving nothing standing but me, however I now could smell the freshness in the air I breath in, feeling the breeze that touches my face. It is awesome that way. The best thing I discovered along my way through different challenges in life is to just be yourself and be honest with your feelings. It seems that all my worries just gone away, I really love the fact that I could face things like that and let things be in their own way without complains. God is really wonderful, He is a God that does miracles. This week for me is really inspirational, although I do not know what really caused me to think that way, but it is great! This week has been long, still as usual full of work to be done and a future that keeps my mind occupied, but I am trying to enjoy my days every bit of it to the fullest and be as relax as I could be. Maybe when you can start to let go of the things you grabbed on to so so hard, you will find that there is more towards life than the things you once thought was important. maybe I was right this time....maybe............
Thursday, March 18, 2010
it's not only my mind is going crazy, I guess my body wasn't in great shape either....been wondering what would my poor old liver look like if I would cut myself open and take a look,probably black and urghhh....ewww...feels like puking already~~~if these "stay up whole night" thingy is not stopping, my organs will soon all rot away.T_T
But what could I do?....nothing's gonna change,I'll still have to finish them in the end~~sigh~~~
really hoping for a break, a halt to all these...even with ample of motivation, it is still difficult to handle all these stress and exhaustion.....
GIVE ME A BREAK MAN~!!!!
I miss home.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
The first time you looked at me in the eye
How foolish am I
to believe that stars will fill the dark lonely sky
The last time you looked at me
You wanted me to die
But this time I will not cry
No more dignity and rules to comply
Like a drizzle on a hot sunny day
Pungent evaporating gas from below
How fake a play
You’re like a rose with thorns
Hurting me as I came close just to admire your beauty
How foolish am I
To believe that a bouquet will cast off the loneliness
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
I really want to cut off the emo side of me, seriously.
Based on a HIKO’s research, it is found that humans are
selfish living organisms that survives on earth to dominate take good care of all the things and wealth that is given to them and snatch it from share it to others. The humans worked in different ways in order to have a wonderful life. Isn’t this awful awesome?
From research, the results obtained are as follow:
100% of humans are fishmongers
90% of humans are fakers
80% of humans are betrayers
70% of humans run show off stage
60% of humans are dumb players
50% of humans are rule breakers
40% of humans are pure fools
30% of humans are killers
20% of humans are alive
10% of humans are……………… O.o ………… humans?
The conclusion of this research carried out is that, humans with all kinds of ways and jobs makes the world
pitiful beautiful and life difficult easy.
WARNING: All of the above content of the research is done by a